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I’m Sick But What Is Wrong with Me?

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By Toni Bernhard • www.ProHealth.com • November 10, 2014


I’m Sick But What Is Wrong with Me?. Federico Zandomeneghi, A letto, 1878
Federico Zandomeneghi, A letto, 1878
Reprinted with the kind permission of Toni Bernhard and Turning Straw Into Gold.

By Toni Bernhard
 
I’m halfway though my fourteenth year of being sick. Recently I’ve found myself saying: “Enough is enough. What’s wrong with me? Why do I feel as if I have the flu all the time?”
 
My official diagnosis is Chronic Fatigue Syndrome even though I don’t fit neatly into either the Center for Disease Control (CDC) case definition or the preferred Canadian Consensus Criteria (CCC). I don’t have some of the “required” symptoms on the CDC and the CCC lists, and I do have other symptoms that aren’t on their lists. This is not an unusual phenomenon. In fact, it’s hard to find two people with a CFS diagnosis who share the same constellation of symptoms.
 
I know that people can have the same illness without all of their symptoms overlapping, but why have I yet to find even a single person whose symptoms are identical to mine? In my opinion, it’s because people who suffer from different illnesses that medical science has yet to isolate have been lumped into the one designation: Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
 
If this is correct, it means that when a study is conducted on those who’ve been given a CFS diagnosis, researchers aren’t looking at people who have the same illness. No wonder studies tend to yield little valuable information. And no wonder when a research study does appear to show something significant, it’s rarely able to be replicated in another study of people with a CFS diagnosis.
 
If Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is, indeed, several discrete illnesses—or even discrete subsets of the same illness—until these illnesses or subsets are isolated from each other and studied individually, little progress will be made toward finding effective treatments or cures.

Since there’s so much confusion over what Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is, the logical response would be to increase research funding. Unfortunately, the opposite has happened. Research funding for CFS is near the bottom of the heap. Two examples: it receives a fraction of what is allocated for allergy research and even for male pattern baldness, despite the fact that CFS can leave people unable to work and, in many cases, bedbound. I had to give up a productive career due to this illness. Who is forced to leave the workforce due to male pattern baldness?
 
One reason that so little research money is allocated to CFS is that the illness isn’t taken seriously by much of the medical establishment. The American Academy of Family Physicians recently put out a Patient Information Sheet on Chronic Fatigue Syndrome that described it thusly:
 
“Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is a disorder that causes you to be very tired.”
 
Whoa. Very tired? I’m not even tired. I’m sick. (I wrote about this travesty in “Another Blow to Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Sufferers.”) How can we expect CFS to be taken seriously as an illness in dire need of research funding when its sufferers are described as “very tired”?
 
Today, the preferred name for the illness among most CFS patients and advocates is not Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, but ME/CFS (ME standing for Myalgic Encephalomyelitis). Even the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services now officially uses the designation ME/CFS. However, ME/CFS is not among the diagnostic codes on my doctor’s list. In fact, it’s only recently that there’s been a diagnostic code for Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. Before that, my doctor had to categorize me under this inaccurate and misleading  code: “Fatigue, other.”
 
He apologized to me about it, but explained that he had no other choice if I wanted my appointments, lab work, and prescriptions to be covered by insurance. It was never an issue between the two of us because he’s always known how sick I am, but what did other doctors think when they saw my illness categorized as “Fatigue, other”?
 
Sadly, I know too well how some doctors respond to the word “fatigue.” I wrote about it three years ago in “The Stigma of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.” And just a few months ago, my husband was sitting next to a therapist at a wedding reception. The conversation turned to why I wasn’t there. When my husband said I had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, the therapist said, “Oh, I thought that was all in a person’s head.” (Thankfully, my husband keeps a copy of my first book in his car and gave it to this fellow.)
 
The next day, when he told me about this interaction, I thought: “I’ve been sick for 13 1/2 years, and some medical professionals still think this illness is all in my head.” It was a disheartening moment. No wonder many people avoid the phrase “Chronic Fatigue Syndrome” when telling people about their illness. They’ll say they have a neuro-immune disorder or a hormonal-immune dysfunction.
 
I usually tell people that I came down with a serious a viral infection in 2001 and never recovered. If they ask more questions, I tell them that the virus compromised my immune system in some way, causing it to be dysfunctional. And yet, I always feel bad when I avoid using the designation Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, even though I know I’m doing it to protect myself from the possibility of an insensitive comment. I feel as if I’m undermining the tireless work of the patient-advocates for this illness, many of whom are forced to engage in advocacy from their beds.
 
Oh, and speaking of name confusion, I do not suffer from “chronic fatigue,” although it’s a phrase commonly used—even by those whom people with an ME/CFS diagnosis have worked hard to educate. Chronic fatigue is just that: feeling tired all the time. It can have many causes. It’s often one of the symptoms of other debilitating illnesses, such as multiple sclerosis or rheumatoid arthritis or cancer. Chronic fatigue can also result from a person’s lifestyle, such as consistently getting too little sleep or engaging in poor eating habits or being under constant stress. Chronic fatigue is a symptom, not an illness.
 
Meanwhile, the years keep ticking away for me and millions of others who are similarly sick. I don’t like to compare illnesses, but the well-respected ME/CFS expert Dr. Nancy Klimas did, so I feel comfortable sharing what she said. This is from the New York Times of October 15, 2009:

My H.I.V. patients for the most part are hale and hearty thanks to three decades of intense and excellent research and billions of dollars invested. Many of my C.F.S. patients, on the other hand, are terribly ill and unable to work or participate in the care of their families. I split my clinical time between the two illnesses, and I can tell you, if I had to choose between the two illnesses in 2009, I would rather have H.I.V.

 For the most part, I’ve accepted that the diagnosis I’ve been given does not adequately describe my symptoms and that, to the extent it does describe them, the reason why I suffer from these symptoms remains unexplained.
 
And yet, despite this acceptance, right now, for some reason, I want to know what’s wrong with me. Why am I so sick? Why am I diagnosed with an illness that contains the word “fatigue” even though I’m not tired? Why would I be labeled as depressed in some countries (and by some doctors in the U.S.), even though I know (and my GP agrees) that I am not in any way, shape, or form depressed (or a hypochondriac for that matter)?
 
Bottom line: I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but I’d sure like to find out. Unfortunately, that won’t happen until the medical establishment gives this devastating illness the attention it deserves.
 
I’m done with my rant. I can’t say it’s made me feel better. I can only hope that it will make those of you with ME/CFS or any misunderstood diagnosis feel less alone in your frustration, and that it might—just might—reach some people who have the ability to influence research funding.
 
© 2014 Toni Bernhard


 Toni Bernhard is the author of the award-winning How to Be Sick: A Buddhist-Inspired Guide for the Chronically Ill and Their Caregivers and How to Wake Up: A Buddhist-Inspired Guide to Navigating Joy and Sorrow. Her new book on chronic pain and illness will be published in the Fall of 2015. Before becoming ill, she was a law professor at the University of California—Davis. Her blog, “Turning Straw Into Gold” is hosted by Psychology TodayVisit her website at www.tonibernhard.com.



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Diagnosis query
Posted by: luccio
Nov 10, 2014
No offence intended, but how can you be diagnosed with having ME/CFS if you don't feel tired? Next May, it will be 40 years since I have woken without feeling "I'm just ready for a good sleep, now..." Sure, I have a myriad of other symptoms - which are not a mirror-image of anyone else's, but the core problem we all share is : utter, extreme, complete tiredness!
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I don't feel tired in the conventional way
Posted by: 013101
Nov 10, 2014
To me, "tired" means you'd like to go to sleep...and indeed are likely to fall asleep in any setting. I'm not tired in that sense. Yes, I lack energy but it's because I feel as if I'm living in a heavy fog -- mental and physical -- that makes it hard to move. I know others who share this symptom. That's one of the points I was making in the article -- that I believe ME/CFS is not one illness because the symptoms vary so much. All my best to you, Toni
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Tiredness
Posted by: IanH
Nov 11, 2014
Every doctor knows the difference between fatigue and tiredness.

At the end of a race an athlete is fatigued, they can't go on any further. They are not tired at all, in fact they are very hyped but can hardly move and need to sit down or rest.

Now what is hard in that?

Fatigue is only one symptom of the illness and not necessarily the main symptom for many. General malaise and weakness are the main symptoms and these can be increased by many circumstances ranging from exertion, chemical/toxin exposure, dietary imbalance, mental exertion or heightened emotions, loud noise, over-heating etc.

Homeostatic mechanisms are not working properly.
Without looking into the biochemical research to explain the illness such simple understanding is not hard at all.

Drop the CFS - refuse to use the term, its nonesense.
There is a tendency for some medical practitioners to deliberately not use the term ME. In fact I had someone report to me that their new GP's nurse said to them "Whats that!?" when she said she had ME. After explaining, the nurse said "Oh Chronic fatigue syndrome" in a diminutive tone.

That nurse knew the term ME - I know she did.
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Toxins make people sick
Posted by: Glbee
Dec 3, 2014
We have the results of chemtrails and biological warfare in our bodies. I suggest anyone look up Tony Pantalleresco on you tube and see what he has to say. Also, listen to him on http://www.oneradionetwork on taking baths that will pull this stuff out.
Toxins are the cause of ALL disease. Toxic substances pave the way for any kind of parasite whether micro or macroscopic. Cheamical poisons and radiation. Look into http://www.DocSutter.com and The natural Healing Paradigm. It works, but you have to be patient and work it. Simplify things. You're not going to get an MD to diagnose you with all the chemical poisons going around in this world. If they could, they still wouldn't treat the cause. All they treat your symptoms with is drugs that make things worse. Drugs ARE chemical poisons.
Get the chemicals cleaned out and get some good nutrients in there to heal with and get rid of disease.
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RE: Toxins Make People Sick
Posted by: elvira007
Dec 4, 2014
I just wanted to thank you for your comments and recommendation to look up Dr. Sutter. He makes a lot of sense. I get a feeling that it won't be either quick or easy, but following his program may be the answer I've been looking for. I appreciate it!

 


Deep Gratitude
Posted by: qtnfluffy
Dec 3, 2014
With every depth all of my being, Thank You . Thank you for this article. I'm in my 9th year of being sick and don't know what's wrong with me. Your story I is my story and I'm moved to ears because for the first time, I am not alone. I've been diagnosted with Fibromyalgia, my symptoms vary and are plentiful. I'll spare you the details because what's Important is that I feel the same way you do. About every aspect. Like I said, your story is mine. I suffer in silence,alienated, looked down upon, told I'm just lazy anddont want to work. Or why can't the doctor figure out what's wrong with you? And on it goes. I have no support whatsoever. Until this moment. My deepest, most heartfelt gratitude goes out to you.
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Thank you Toni
Posted by: yarrow
Dec 3, 2014
My heart is always touched by your writing, Toni. Thank you for giving voice for the many who don't have the choice to "speak* as eloquently as you write.

I don't even want to write how many years my body has been unwell. The thing is that I'm not waiting for funding for research in order to seek solutions on my own. Formal research is usually married to pharmaceutical companies. If there is no profit, there is rarely interest.

There are many people I've met who have recovered their health to some degree. Each used a different form of healing: some used energy medicine and EFT, some used brain retraining techniques. Others I've met who recovered their health used medical cannabis (not smoking) while some have gotten off their overly restrictive diets and ate more food! A whole array of natural treatments have been credited for recovery.

You can tell I've been doing my own (informal) research. Your contributions are a gift for all of us ~

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