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Chronic Illness: You Don’t Get It Until You Get It

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Reprinted with the kind permission of Kim at graceISsufficient.com.

I think one of the hardest challenges of having a chronic illness is being understood.  No matter how loving and supportive and genuinely concerned a person is, they simply cannot understand if they are not ill themselves. Let me just use a few areas of our lives as examples.

The Day to Day Decision Process
The whole thought process of a chronically ill person is vastly different from a “healthy” person. Until someone has to process through a million factors before they can make one decision, they have no idea what it’s like.

Going to the grocery store may be super simple to some. — We need milk. I’ll run and get it now.

For those that are chronically ill, there may be 20 or more decisions you need to process before you can walk out your door.

When is my next dose of meds? Do I have time to get there and back before then? How’s my energy level today? Is there anything else I need to do tonight? Because if I run to the store, I may not have the energy for tonight’s commitments. Do I have a freezer meal handy because running to the store will suck any energy I have available for making supper? How far in the store do I need to walk to get the item I need? Is someone available to drive me? Wait – I’m exhausted from taking a shower and need to take a nap now. Never mind, we’ll get milk tomorrow.

Advice from Friends and Family
I know people mean well. I’m sure there are sick people out there who are bad at being sick, maybe compared to the parents who are awful parents. People who don’t try anything to help themselves. But I think, for the most part, we are all willing to do, and try, whatever it takes to get better. Odds are we’ve already heard of it, tried it, or know people who have.

The subject came up in a Facebook group I’m part of.  I said I’ve been told every sure fire cure just short of dancing in my backyard with chickens.

The worst part is when you run into that well-meaning person a few months later and they ask if you’ve tried their voodoo treatment only to shake their head shamefully at you as if to say, “you must want to stay this way since you haven’t tried treatment x like I told you to.”

See, what they don’t realize is what seems like a simple thing to them isn’t always something we can do.  A new supplement they suggest might clash with our meds. A new clinical trial being held five states away may not be covered on our insurance. 

I personally don’t like to go into a lot of detail with people.  If I’ve tried their “plan x,” I’ll tell them, but that’s usually where I’ll draw the line.  I don’t go into the list of excuses like my meds or insurance, etc. They may just suggest dropping all my meds to try their magic elixir and give me the same shameful glance when I don’t.

Most people I know that suffer from a chronic illness also struggle with feelings of guilt. We wish we could do more, be more and enjoy more. If we’re no longer able to work, we have the guilt that we’re not helping to support our families and our health stops us from being able to contribute in other ways at home.

Canceling plans is harder on us than they’ll ever realize. More than anything. we want to participate in normal life with those we love. To us, it’s one more event we have to miss out on.

Honestly, binge watching Netflix from a recliner gets old. We’d rather do almost anything else.

Poor Self-Esteem
When you’re not able to do the things you think/wish you should be doing and you’re not able to participate in things with your family, it tends to take a hit to your self-esteem. You can’t help but wonder if others really believe you and your symptoms. Even if they do believe you, you wonder if they think you use your illness as an excuse sometimes.

Then there’s the lack of outward signs from invisible illnesses – people can’t see that you’re sick. They see us as overweight/underweight, having skin rashes – all the way to looking perfectly “normal” as you’re getting out of your car in a handicapped parking space or grabbing the motorized shopping carts at the grocery store.

We see the sideways glances or the blatant stares. We just don’t have the energy to explain it to them and frankly, we shouldn’t have to.

They will never understand our grief. The grief that comes from mourning the life we’ve lost and losing the ability to have the things that might have been. Grief of missing out on opportunities with our children. We may have passed through all five stages of the grief process and have finally come to rest at acceptance. But the grief is real nonetheless.

What have I missed? What else won’t people get until they get it?

About the Author: Kim knows what it’s like to feel limited and to desire so much more out of life. She knows the discouragement that comes from a diagnosis of a chronic illness and a literal mourning for the life we once lived and the life we had planned. She understands how it makes you feel cheated because she’s been there! 

You can find Kim at:
Blog:  www.graceISsufficient.com
Facebook:  KimberlyPenixBlogger
Twitter:  @KimberlyJPenix

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  1. alibp says:

    Another problem is when people go too far the other way. Suddenly they think you are incapable of doing anything. All of a sudden even on your good days you can’t have a short stroll on your own. You’re not allowed to bring in one load of washing without help. You become a prisoner regardless of whether you are having a good day or bad day.

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